AloneInDecember_x

BITCHES.

So like. I'm at Tasha's, Troy and her are playing video games. The dog is making weird noises. Uhmmm. Cole is weird. His mother went to the same school as myne. So he's weird. I dont like how he looks at me when he thinks I dont notice. I love my boyfriend. Alot. He is so perfect, its not even funny. Yay.
I'm going to make a new xanga, and get new friends.
Bye fuckers.

Ps. 10 minutes my ass. Back frum away and then gone. Yea, thanks.
New xanga is made. Bye whores.

Uhm. I tried to call Cody's cell, rofl. And no one picked up so I leave a msg "Hey uhmm..your not picking up your phone, call back later. Bye." about five minutes later the phone rings and some girl asks if I was just calling. I said "Yea, sorry I think I called the wrong number. Bye." It was sorta weird.

Kaitlin.

Ps. My hair is rediishh

Space shamce.
I hate when I feel like an idiot at the end of it, like I just create more problems, like if I just left him alone, he might live a better life, be able to forget about me and move on. You know? I feel if  I just leave him alone he will be able to be okae, not so messed up. I think I've really ruined his life. I guess. I think I really have though, I'm sick of dragging him down to my level, I dont want him to think of me and go "Ugh. not again." but really, I think that's seriously whats up. I think that maybe when his friends ask whats wrong he tells them how messed up I am and how he feels i just put more pressure on him. I dont want that for him.
I think I should leave him alone.

Ps. Here's most of the musicness I listen to.

Alexisonfire, Anti-Flag, Ateryu, Avengded Sevenfold, Bikini Kill, Bob Marley, Bush, Crimson Addict, Eighteen Visions, From First To Last, Green Day, Hole, Kill Hannah, Le' Tigre, Nirvana, Relient K, Sean Paul, Senses Fail, Smashing Pumpkins, Switchfoot, Tool, The Bled, The Cure, The Hives, The Ramones, The Sexpistols, The Vines, The Wednesday Night Hero's, The Whitestripes, The Whizkids, The Used, Underoath.

Pss. I'm dying my hair blonde, as of tommorow.

Well scratch that. Thats the least. I'm to lazy to put themm all.

Kaitlin.

Uhm. Maybe me and him are over. I tryed to call him like, uhm.....30 times, haaa. Busy lines suck. I get all excited, only to hear beeep beeep beeep. =/. He doesnt have the decentcy to mail me or nothing, so whatever. fuck it. Space is all he wants I guess.

So I went to my little sister's school concert and there was this girl STARING at me, so after awhile, me and my mum stared back, discussing of what a stupid bitch she was, so after my sister's little concert thing, i go up to her and give her the nastiest look and say "You got beef?" and shes like "Hsccchhh" and makes the weird noise and i go "Yea, thats what I fucking thought." and when I go back to the car my mum says "Good job =)" and gives me a candy cane. =D

So I had a really good dream last nite, it was funny. Me and Cody were making a fort out of blankets in his kitchen and we were lying there and Codys like "You know what I feel like doing?" and I'm like "What?" and he's like "Well...I feel like....ordering an icecream cake" and I'm like "Oohh. Yummy" And so we get cecream cake and we're sitting there in our fort and hes like "You know what I feel like doing with this icecream cake?" and 'm like "What?" and hes like "Eatting it." so we ate it and then fell asleep in our little fort. It was simply stupid, and I loved it.

I'm going away this weekend. I'm going to dye my hair blonde I hope. I bet no one will miss me, because the person I miss the most, couldnt care less. And whatever. I'm going to go to some shit ass town and listen to some shitass people tell me whats wrong with me.

So fuck you. and I hope your happy with your 'space'.

Kaitlin.